I didn't go to bed until 2:30 am this morning and then I woke up at 5:30 in the morning. I only got 3 hours of sleep. I really don't know what the problem is but I am really happy that I got out all of that stuff about my brother. It has been on my mind everyday for 2 weeks now. I am so glad that I said everything that I wanted to say. And I know that he will never read it. I may never tell him how i feel but I did say it. And that is what really matters to me.
Being able to voice all of these thoughts that I have is a wonderful feeling. Lets all hope that I will be able to sleep tonight. If getting this off my chest didn't help then I will just keep trying each night until I figure out what will make me feel better. I am sure that I have plenty to say about a lot of things. I have noticed that just in the short while that I have been doing this site, more an more things are becoming less of a worry for me.
Maybe one day I won't need this site at all and I will just be able to face my family and friends and tell them exactly how I feel about them at any time. This is just my training ground. I hope that it helps me and maybe someone else in the process, even if it just to give you the idea to do this for yourself. Any recover stories would be welcome here always. prove to others that this is just as good as therapy.
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