It is pretty late. I feel like my body in on a different schedule then my brain. I really hate this feeling, but I have been dealing with this ever since I was about 14. It's like in Fight Club when he says "When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake." It is a miserable feeling.
I have been on pills for years that are suppose to help me to sleep, they only work for about a week to a month and then I have to take something new. I wish that they had a pill that actually worked for me and that my shrink would give it to me. Right now she wants me to see a therapist once a week and that is suppose to help me sleep.
Now I am going to lay down and watch TV. This is my normal ritual and then eventually I cant keep my eyes closed and then I turn off the TV and go to bed. Hopefully I will be asleep before 1 tonight.
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